I believe none of what I hear, I hide from half of what I’m seeing,

I forget to fight, so feel, fuck, free me beneath the weight of your beautiful being, 

Might be mistaken, marred by misconception, lost in lust, we long for meaning, 

Seems one lover or another lies, while one walks away withered, wasted, weeping, 

Show me someone coveted, certain, not damned or dauntingly deceiving,

My heart’s hasty, heated, carelessly courageous, often left here barely beating, 

So perfect the pain, ruthless, raw, reckless wounds wide open, body barely breathing, 

Crawling I come back, fierce, fighting, faithful, for fuck’s sake, I am fiending, 

My heart holds horrendous hope, tireless trying to tease my mind into believing,

Rarely regret the love or the lessons, greatest gifts are given by the grieving,

Succumb to insanity, sweet sounds, bare bodies intertwined, sultry seething,  

Forgiven, fantasized, filthy, fixated, focused, the unknown I am steadfastly seeking.